I’m a good person, right? I think I deserve happiness. To not feel confused or afraid of love. For someone to look at me and I can feel their passion. I don’t want to envy what someone else has, I want to say I have that too..
the constant thoughts flowing through my head.
the restless nights.
My heart feels heavy, can it just go away?
Its really upsetting to see a side of someone you hoped you’d never have to see. The person you’ve known for so long just instantly goes away and you see a completely different person. Its heartbreaking.
I feel completely under appreciated. I feel like I do so much for the position we’re in right now. Im not noticed, just a nothing on the side. The love I felt from you before, feels so distant. I feel so detached…